Crystal, I'm so, so, sorry for your loss. Words cannot describe what you are going through. I know what it is to lose a parent, and it's not easy. I felt alone, and nothing made sense. But I realized that my father would always be alive in my heart and in my memories. Your mother will be greatly missed but she will always be alive in your heart and in your memories. And you are not alone prima, we are in pain for your mom and your family, and we are here for you, if you need anything. Your Cousin In PA - Andy Salgado